Much as i want to stop myself from being hurt, i just cant seem to control my feelings.
why are some things meant to be this way?
why whenever i look at you i'll feel this sadness in my heart?
why mus i even like u in the 1st place
why do u always appear infront of me when i'm on the brink of giving u up?
why do u tink tat i liking u is jus a rumour. it's a fact.
i want myself to let u go but i jus cant seem to do it....
why? why? why?

♥Loves you♥8:55:00 PM

woah aft like a month plus and i'm like finally back to posting. actually i was jus adding yuling's link to my blog then aiyah since i'm back to blogger so why not post? haha. but is like nobody see de yeah so no point but jus in case ppl occasionally come then i'll occasionally keep my blog alive(: 1 more day to go and u'll be okay(: tat is of course meant for me!!!! one more day one more day!!!! lalalalalalala *hope u hv a great time at the camp(:*

so is like i'm trying to chiong finish my hw which i suddenly came to realise there's alot. list down 10 probs for DnT, do research etc read up and stuff on 2 reasons / causes for geog deforestation blah blah blah, read book and create poster on a review for eng, read chi and do zuo wen!!!!!!!, well and the list goes on and on.. I..... hv not really finish even 50% of my hw sadly speaking so i'm superrrr scared cannot finish on time. but anyway some hw teachers do not collect even though it states in the e-learning there. so no point. but well well hv to take precautions and finish everything jus in case" class pls hand in this this this of ur holiday hw" and i had lost the sheet of instructions already-.-"

haven really been practising piano for quite some time. so whenever go for lesson i'll on the way there read up the scales and memorise it without playing. so feel quite guilty when the piano teacher ask whether i got practice anot.. hmm.. plus i realise tat she wears a WIG!!!!! but once only and kept scratching her sculp. isit tat itchy? okay another thing added to my to do list nxt time.
- get a wig

okay tink i should end here already missing u like always gotta upload the 2nd half of the beijing trip photos i tink should hv a fair amount of unglams inside. sadly i've deleted the photo which showed ken sleeping with his mouth open... sighzzz sleeping in public is always epic(:
wish me luck tat i'll be able to upload the photos!!!!

♥Loves you♥8:40:00 PM

♥Loves you♥10:07:00 PM

UPCOMING MOVIES TO WATCH:


1) When In Rome


2) Iron Man 2


3) Date Night


4) Salt

"Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about."

I'll try not to give up!!!!!

♥Loves you♥3:02:00 PM

YEAY!!!! 2day went to buy a wallet and converse shirt:D hehe soooo happy!!!! i still haven show my parents my results yet>< alamak i very scared they scold me even though i'm 67% leh they so high expectation go adopt a president scholar lor....-.-" my science so lan!!! grrr his science so gd):

♥Loves you♥7:33:00 PM

Speechless-Lady Gaga
Monster-Lady Gaga
Here we go again-Lady Gaga
2nd time around-Lady Gaga
Love mail-Lady Gaga
Wish you were here - Lady Gaga

♥Loves you♥6:27:00 PM

I feel like privating my blog but then very lazyto do so!!! alamak y nowadays i so lazy sia... and i'm an early bird i sleep b4 10pm:P hahaha!!! I've changed for the better... i've got my motivation to study hard.. how's triple science i wonder... yu sheng say dun go triple science... hmm now wat....
I love you deeply, unconditionally, forever and beyond(D)

♥Loves you♥5:16:00 PM

Yay now i've got the motivation to work hard le:D hehe i came home at around 3.30 plus but started revising 4 till jus now!!! which is like 1 h plus:D ahahaha feel so accomplished:D
shucks l8r got piano lesson in the nite-.-" I seriously hate piano lesson ttm!!! arggh!! oh and i tink i lost my cheng yu book too!!!! aiyah i feel so frustrated over the book jus now i check not in my locker then i tot i put left it at home then my maid said she didnt see-.-" my goodness!!! wat's this sia!!! bookey book!!!! pls come out i dearly nid u to revise for my chinese test tmr!!!!
I've not seen you for a few days missing you (D)......):

luv you Dearly....

♥Loves you♥5:59:00 PM

nowadays got alot of things happen and alot of stuff i wanna post and talk abt but jus dun seem to hv the motivation to do also... alamak i getting lazier and lazier le. even blog post also so lazy type out.... anyway 2day's birthday i tot was the best.... u gave me the best birthday present even though u dunnoe it:D i luv you(D)

♥Loves you♥8:14:00 PM

currently in com lab blogging:D hehe during literature lesson when teacher is giving out the test papers:D i got 18/25:D yay yay yay!!!!!!! aha i beat FREDACHUA by one mark:D awww :P yay so happy:D hahaha later got sectionals cant go watch the badminton match>< so sad!!! grrr kays gtg!!!

♥Loves you♥9:00:00 AM